As some of you may know, from time to time, I like to write songs. Sometimes they are parodies, and sometimes they are originals. Occasionally, I touch base with my alter ego, Lil Kristal, and I write a rap song for my long awaited album “Kristallized”.
Below, is a rap song I busted out real quick a few days ago. It is dedicated to all my haterz. Gonna let them all go prior to my 40th birthday on Wednesday. See ya later to the part of my life where I gave any kind of fucks about them.
It is a good indicator of where I am at on my healing journey, and who I am as a person. 80% healed woo woo witch and 20% Petty Betty. Enjoy!
The haters keep on deleting
But imma keep repeating
The things I have to say
My vibe is here to stay
I’ll be cutting cords
And reaping the rewards
I’m not here for toxicity
I’m here for reciprocity
They watching and wishing me ill
Gon’ hafta swallow this bitter pill
Cause imma keep keeping it real
And they just gonna have to deal
You watching and wishing it’ll burn
But soon you’re gonna have to learn
The more you send your hate my way
My spirit guides keep it at bay
Chorus:
Cause I’m the Qosmic Queen
The one in all your dreams
They all gon stop and stare
Cause I’m your worst nightmare
I’m protected as fuck
It’s more than just good luck
Me n’ the universe thick as thieves
So go ahead and pet your peeves
Sorry I’m desired
Can’t tame my Aries fire
Spitting fallacies behind my back
Cause you can’t handle what you lack
You talking sweet to my face
But hoping I’ll be replaced
Hiding behind your screen
But wishing you were seen
Get on up out my Cazimi
You just mad cuz you wan’ be me
I’ve cleared all my karmic blocks
While you hate watching my Tiktoks
Chorus:
Cause I’m the Qosmic Queen
The one in all your dreams
They all gon stop and stare
Cause I’m your worst nightmare
You can keep on hating
I’ll keep meditating
I’m healed all on up through my crown
You ain’t even got your root down
My chakras are all aligned
And it’s just a matter of time
Before I receive my fame
And they realize you’re lame
I hope you heal I really do
Cause living that way sucks for you
Do your shadow work
Address the demons that lurk
My heart is open to send you love
But closed to your hateful cosmic shove
I’m sending you light and best wishes
But best get out my way all you bitches
Chorus:
Cause I’m the Qosmic Queen
The one in all your dreams
They all gon stop and stare
Cause I’m your worst nightmare
